| No one ( @ 2009-11-09 23:34:00 |
| Entry tags: | agitation, blather, conflict, dad, family |
post-traumatic whatever
Got to thinking again tonight about my stupid brother and sister. wtf. Mostly it's katie, but I have this image in my head like they're in league together or something. I think I'm kind of crazy. But I also think they're completely irrational and selfish. So there.
I feel very frustrated and alone right now. Stupid (lack of) friends, stupid abandonment issues. Stupid brain. If this feeling keeps coming back for a few more days I'm going to have to get back into therapy. I hate that.
And I HATE people talking to me like they know what's best for me. I don't need that shit.
Grr.